A man takes out a small pad of paper and a pen. He writes:
I miss the whorl of her left ear. I think.
Then he sets his pen down. Was that what he missed? He takes his pen back up.
I miss the dots on her face. Or the ones on her back.
He puts his pen down. He can’t recall which dots he misses, or even if he misses any of her dots at all. He glances at the pen. Then he tears the sheet of paper off the pad and crumples it in his hand. He tosses it onto the ground. On a fresh sheet he writes:
There isn’t anything I miss. About her.
But was this true? He couldn’t say for sure. He writes:
Then he shakes his head.
Still not satisfied, he writes:
There is likely something. There is always something.
He sets his pen down. He takes his pen back up.
Not always. But in this case. It seems likely.
He tears the sheet of paper off the pad. He folds it into a small, angular shape. He places it in his mouth. With his pen he writes upon a fresh sheet of paper:
I’ve forgotten almost everything.
He seems satisfied with this. He places his pen next to the pad and stands up. He hasn’t been outside today. He decides to go peek out his front door. He does so. Then he does a number of other things, none of which have anything to do with recollecting others.